May 28, 2011
May 25, 2011
It's official...
I have been looking at the pictures lately.
Looking at these pictures, I miss you more than I realized.
I miss those moments.
I've been missing the way you look into my eyes.
I've been missing how you held my hand, and told me that everything will be alright.
I've been missing you...
Looking at these pictures, I miss you more than I realized.
I miss those moments.
I've been missing the way you look into my eyes.
I've been missing how you held my hand, and told me that everything will be alright.
I've been missing you...
Gosh, got drunk, fell asleep, then I woke up just to check out my emails. I better go back to sleep, mwaaahhhh!
May 23, 2011
Kung anong meron ka, pahalagahan mo. Hindi yung sinasadya mo pang makuha ng iba, tapos maya-maya naman eh magsisisi ka. Hihingi ka lang ng tulong sa iba kung kailan huli na.
Sometimes words aren't just enough to let someone know how you feel, there are moments when you have to show them.
The female dictionary, hehe
- Nothing, Forget it = You better figure out what you did wrong.
- Are you tired? = Please don’t go to sleep, I love talking to you.
- I’m OK = Hold me tight, I need a shoulder to cry on.
- I don’t give a fuck anymore = I still care but I’m tired of arguing with you.
- “I’m cold” = Get a blanket and cuddle with me.
- Leave me alone = Please don’t go.
- I love you = Tell me you do more.
You used to tell me that I was a beautiful dreamer. One who could visualize moments of hope and light in such heart drenching moments. These days, it is quite challenging to dream beautifully. What is a beautiful dream? A dream of pure bliss and worry-free? A dream in which we could have everything we’ve been yearning for? Dream beautifully.
May 21, 2011
The Conversation (so awkward)..
I'm using my smart number today. I was surprised this afternoon when I received a text message from the girlfriend of my "best friend in Palawan". I did not expect that someone will still contact me in my old number. But anyway, I talked to her tonight, my best friend called me. I'm not actually expecting a call from her. Because I am trying to call someone else (I hate using this network, I can't make a call.)
My best friend, Quennie, We knew each other for almost 8yrs. but we haven't met in person yet. Her voice, when I heard her voice, I began to miss what we had before, those texts, every minute of everyday. She still worries too much. And I'm finding it hard to say anything to her, right now. I don't know what I'm going to say.
"Loraine, best, magsalita ka naman oh. Masama bang sabihing namiss kita? Nakwento ni Rosela na tumawag ka daw sa kanya kanina eh. Miss na talaga kita best, sana magkita na tayo."
"Best? Andyan ka pa ba? I miss you best. Sana di ka na galit sa kin."
Anyway, I can't talk to her at this moment, I have to call someone. So we're just texting.
I can't say much right now, about me, about my life. So, maybe on my next posts, it will just be quotes and pictures.
“Life isn’t about keeping score. It’s not about how many people call you, and it’s not about who you’ve dated, are dating, or haven’t dated at all. It isn’t about who you kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It’s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn’t about that. But life is about who you love, and who you hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself. It’s about trust, happiness, and compassion.”
Memories..
They can be quite interesting. There are those memories you want to treasure. The memories you try so hard to let go because you know they can no longer be rekindled. The memories you wish never formed.
You could say that I’m a memories kind of person. I like keeping tangible pieces that hold a lot of memories for me. You know what though? I’ve grown to learn how to let go of some of these tangible pieces that hold memory. I guess I just grew tired of finding myself looking back at these tangible pieces that in the end, make feel disappointment in myself.
It was then I realized you don’t have to keep every memories. I don’t think we’re capable of carrying them all with us as we live life. You need to segregate what’s worth holding on to and what needs to go.
May 20, 2011
Don't try to UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING. Because SOMETIMES, it is not meant to be understood, but to be ACCEPTED
Fact:
An average person tells 4 lies a day,
and 1, 460 a year.
A total of 88, 000 at the age of 6.
And the most common lie is,
"I'm fine."
I love photos, because the best thing about it is that, it never CHANGES, even when the person in it DOES...
May mga nagagawa talaga tayo sa buhay na kapag binalikan natin ay pinagsisisihan o di kaya'y pinagtatawanan na lamang...
“If you know what makes you happy, Grab the oppurtunity. Remember, sometimes there are no second chances.”
| — | When love begins..(2008) |
Love cycle...
it starts off texting all the time. sending each other smiley faces, making each other smile. flirting, staying up late at night just having fun. then things get more serious. you start getting more personal. then you meet, you kiss him, you fall for him. then he asks you out. you date. doesn’t matter for how long, but you fall. fall hard enough you don’t know what’s happening. and when you wake up, you’re left with reality. he breaks up with you in a matter of not even a month, or maybe more. but in the end, it’s all the same. you always end up with a broken heart. and you keep going back to him because you love him. you’ll take his crap, you don’t care, because you just want him.
May 19, 2011
“They’re kind of the same thing. If you won’t use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it’ll be like my roller blades. When you do decide to try it, it won’t be any good. You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose.”
| — | Kevin McCallister, Home Alone 2: Lost in New York |
“The man I loved fell out of love with me. That broke my heart. When the chance to be loved came along again, I ran away from it. I stopped trusting people… I was afraid of getting my heart broken again. Sometimes you can trust a person, and then, when things are down, They forget about you.”
| — | Bird Lady, Home Alone 2: Lost in New York |
May 18, 2011
long distance relationships...
Long distance relationships are the purest test of love. if you can love someone on the other side of the world and still trust them, you’ve already got what a lot of ‘real relationships’ don’t. and the fact that you can give upwhatever you have to or want to do just to talk to them because of the time difference, thats just amazing.
everyone needs someone who they can talk to...
Someone who understands them better than they do themselves. Someone to be with them in the hardest of times. Someone to care about more than yourself! even though it hurts like hell and kills you when you lose it. the moment when you finally meet the person you love makes it worth it. Then everything else disappears and all what matters is the person you love because they become the sole reason of your existence. All the pain is worth it.
When we’re hurting, we automatically forget the reasons to be happy. The pain makes us blind to what the world has to offer. The tears blur our eyes from the beauty of simplest things. The wound makes us numb to all the happy feelings fluttering around us.
We shouldn’t be this way. Yes we’re hurt, we’ve been crying for days, nights, but hey! Wake up! Life is fun! You just need to step out of that pain bubble and smell the fresh air!
Be happy! Stop wallowing in your hurts, tears and suffering. SMILE!:”>
Have you ever tried finding a quiet place and trying to recall a certain moment? You slowly inhale and exhale. While you do this, you slowly close your eyes. You put yourself in that mindset that takes you to where that particular moment was. From the weather to the very feeling that you felt when it happened. The moment seems too surreal because of the vividness of the vision.
It could make you smile or cry. Regret or yearn for more. Whatever it is, once you open your eyes; you realize that nothing can be done for what has been done is done.
i think its adorable to stay up all night, just to talk to the person they like...=)
Even though they’re terribly sleepy, they would stay up pass 12 o’clock just to keep the conversation going. And even though you get tired at 1 o’clock you fight the urge to sleep because you don’t want it to end.
But if they do sleep, you can sleep happily because in the morning you’re going to be expecting a message from them apologizing for falling asleep and then the conversation starts again.
i managed to lived without you, and surprised, i'm still breathing..
Life is much easier when you let go of the things that refrains you from being happy, from having fun, and from being you. It is going to be hard to move on, and to let go. But then you will realize how it was worth the tears, the sadness, and the pain. Sometimes being able to free yourself from the misery, no matter how much you think you can’t be without the person, will make you truly happy.
i don't need to date anyone to prove that i've moved on..
i just don’t get how some people think that it is when a person dates or likes someone else after an emotional strain is only when one has officially moved on. Seriously? I don’t need to prove to anybody that whether I’ve moved on or not. I know my emotional state and I know what its status is at. I don’t need others up my grill and have updates on that.
Excuse me, but I have a thing to do and it’s something called living my life.
"LIFE isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's learning to dance in the rain, it's singing in the car when you don't even know all the words, it's giving your heart to someone even if you're a little scared at first, it's about taking risks and making life worth living...because every MINUTE you WASTE, is a MINUTE you will NEVER GET BACK"
just a quote i received from a friend...who had been busy a lot lately...
(just sharin)
(just sharin)
May 17, 2011
its the second half of the month...
its May..and its almost June..
time is passing by..
and im running out of time..
there's something significant for the next 6months of the year...its not about love, and its not about luxury...its about being happy...with Earth's own little thing...let it all come, let it all happen...im not afraid of being a part of a tragic story...
its not all about having a partner, its not just about another love story...its about how one person can find the inner happiness and how one can enjoy life..im not afraid of being alone, coz i never am..i've got someone on my back, what more could i ask for?...
im never alone, and you're never alone for sure...coz we all have someone, not necessarily a lover...right?..some people enter into relationships because they feel lonely..some because they're insecure..we may have different reasons, we may have different paths...but one thing's for sure..we just wanna feel loved...
im turning 20 this year, and i stiill cant believe...all the things i have been going through, i wondered how i still live...wondered how i survived through the downfalls of my life..wondered how much pain i've felt, when i figured out the truth about my life..maybe that's just the way it is..its just part of the journey..and im willing to face anything..just to feel what i've been looking for..after all these years..i know what i want in life...maybe sometimes i wanna give it a rest, but that doesnt mean i give up..i just need to recharge to be ready for the next challenge...
i dont wanna miss anything..i just wanna know a little bit about everything...
May 16, 2011
a prince charming?
i don't believe in these things anymore...
whatever happens, happens!
that's it...
we don't need to analyze everything, right?
sometimes there are also trick questions...
whatever happens, happens!
that's it...
we don't need to analyze everything, right?
sometimes there are also trick questions...
James doesn't deserve to go home!
have you watched the elimination of American Idol 10 this week?
I can't believe the vote results on this week's performance...James was actually the one who really stands out from the competition...SERIOUSLY!...he had a great performance on both rounds...i got cried the moment he was eliminated...he really have this passion for singing...
journey
been through the ups and downs..
in the never-ending sequel called "LIFE"
"next chapter please?"
chapters...that's all it is..one word i can relate a part of my life into..and through one's experience, people tend to change...and one's experiences turned into memories..
then i just realized..we dont remember a person who became part of our lives because of what they had told us..instead, we remember them by how they had made us felt..how they touched our lives..
looking back..in all those challenges, those moments when i felt so down felt like hopeless..i wondered how did i survived??..coz back then, i was so fat..seriously..and that is the reason why i had low self-esteem..and maybe that is also the reason why people around me keeps on saying that i am 'humble' or 'down-to-earth'..a close friend of mine once told me that i am 'one in a million'..and i thank him for that..as what i had said, i just wanna feel loved and be admired..=)
yesterday i didn't opened the notebook that's why i haven't posted anything here..i spent some quality time with a friend..(i really had a great time)..when i was about to go, i was walking on the street..then suddenly i looked at the sky..i felt like im in peace..i imagined that i was in the rooftop..staring at the stars all night..and i dont want that to end..then i remembered the moments i've spent near the beach, sitting under the tree..i miss those days..
anyway..yesterday, i just felt so thankful..i have my friend with me who understands and listens to me..(she's my other half...almost like a sister to me..a best friend..)..yesterday was a very special day to her, im glad i became a part of her moment..there was just the two of us in that celebration, her dad and me..(her mom is currently working far away from home)..we share everything we have in mind..and im lovin it..we can be ourselves when we're together..what more could i ask for??..
gs2ng gs2 q ung kah8 anu na lang ung nasasav namin sa isa't-isa..bout sa lovelife nman, bout sa nangyari dati naman..at thankful kami kc d namin na imagne na gan2 kami kaclose hanggang ngaun..yesterday she told me "i like you better now coz you've changed and worked on your weaknesses"..xempre tao tayo..nagbabago sa mga pinagdadaanan natin db?..i came out much stronger than i was before..and think for all the best..this is where i am, and im not taking that for granted..leave all the past behind..keep moving forward..
"thank you for being a part of my life"..that's all i can say to those who have made me much stronger...thanks to my past relationships for leaving me and for the pain coz i turned out pretty good...thank you for the betrayal, it had made me realized that you cant trust all the people in the world..thank you for being weak, it made me realized how much you can lose something big...
what a journey!...
May 15, 2011
...
So there are cakes and pillows and colours galore, but underneath this more obvious patchwork quilt are places like a quiet room where you can go and hold someone's hand and not have to say anything. Give no story. Make no claim. Where you can live at the edge of your skin for as long as you wish. This wide wide Heaven is about flathead nails and the soft down of new leaves, wild rollercoaster rides and escaped marbles that fall then hang then take you somewhere you could never have imagined in your small-heaven dreams.
...
I was in the blue horizon between heaven and earth. The days were unchanging and every night I dream the same dream. The smell of damp earth. The scream no one heard. The sound of my heart beating like a hammer against cloth and I would hear them calling, the voices of the dead. I wanted to follow them to find a way out but I would always come back to the same door. And I was afraid. I knew if I went in there I would never come out.
May 12, 2011
Lost and Silent
Go back in time
Make sense of what I feel,
Gather my strength
Hide the broken heart
Try to reconnect with the inner self
Was it real? Or a dream?
How can it be a loss
When my loss is someone else's gain?
A dream? It wasn't...
For no dream leaves its prints
On the mind and heart this way.
When seeds are sown they continue to grow
May 10, 2011
there's nothing i can do
kept on waiting and waiting...
arrrrggghhhhh!
network is offline...
nothing much to do...did all the things that needs to be done...so bored....
silence...gosh i hate silence....madami na lang biglang pumapasok sa isip ko..lalo kong namimiss yung mga taong naging bahagi ng buhay ko..naexperience mo na ba yung saglit na..you're depressed..at eto kasama mo kaibigan mo..no matter how hard you try not show it, nalalaman pa rin nila..i know need ko ng comfort..pero di ko alam kung bakit ayokong malaman ng ibang tao ang tunay na nararamdaman ko..am i just afraid na di nila ako maintindihan?or am i just afraid na makita nila akong umiiyak?..
emo na naman ako..cncya na...
sometimes i just wanna break down and cry...yeah...i dont know what i'm goin to do with my life..my life's a mess..and i hate this..i hate being like this..and the sad part is..there's nothing i can do about it..coz im really stuck...
i dont wanna write too many things here in my blog whenever im feeling like this...meron lang talagang mga bagay na di ko kayang iexplain yung mga nangyayari sa buhay ko...either ayoko lang malaman ng iba or pagod na akong balikan pa yun...
(2ngkol ba 2 a pag-ibig?...nah...)
*pacomfort naman jan oh?...pwede mo ba akong i-hug?..i feel really sad...
May 7, 2011
i can't make it go away..
i tried running away from it..
tried pretending..
tried hiding...
there will always be something or someone to drag you right back. you'll always end up facing yourself no matter how far you run.
when i woke up this morning, it's still heartbreaking.. the pain is still there.. and those flashbacks keep on coming back.. its like watching a movie in a cinema all day.. a drama..
sometimes i just feel like i wanna go somewhere else.. to be alone.. just be with myself.. no one else but me.. feel like i just wanna sit under the tree.. near the beach.. and let it all out..
i wanna jump out of a plane with no parachute.. ride a motorcycle like i'm not going to crash..
thinking, no one is going to hurt you.. like on sleepless nights when there's nothing but the tick of the clock.. those nights when there is no such thing as minutes or hours.. those nights when there's no time.. only darkness
i wanna jump out of a plane with no parachute.. ride a motorcycle like i'm not going to crash..
thinking, no one is going to hurt you.. like on sleepless nights when there's nothing but the tick of the clock.. those nights when there is no such thing as minutes or hours.. those nights when there's no time.. only darkness
May 5, 2011
keep on believing...
its what i've always dreamed of..
gotta try so hard...
the door is opened again...i found an opportunity in achieving my dream..but i still have to start all over again...if last time, i was really distracted, this time i gotta focus..there's something inside me that wants to reach out..and its what i've ever wanted..and i have to reach that dream...
i know someday, i will be in the spotlight...
=)
(feeler na qng feeler..ahahaha...naencourage na ata ak ng friend ko..bahala na 2..kakayanin...)
bakit ba hindi kita makalimutan?
before ako matulog,
bigla ka na lang papasok sa isipan ko..
at nagtataka ako kung bakit ganito..
hay naku..di ko alam kung anu pinapahiwatig mo sa kin eh..everytime na online ka at online din ako, di ka na nagbibigay ng message...dati, kahit 'oi' lang, ok na sa kin..even though we're not having a real conversation..di ko alam kung iniiwasan mo ba ako o anu...di ba nga magkaibigan tayo?..bakit nagbago ka?..you told me that we're gonna stay as friends, right?..excited pa naman akong makausap ka..kasi alam mo sa totoo lang, namiss talaga kita..sobra...at tagal na din tayong di nagkakasama...nakikita kita minsan, pero parang ayokong lumapit..kasi nga di ba, may nililigawan ka ngaun?..yun ung sinabi mo sa kin last time eh..di ba nga nag gitara ka pa nun sabay kanta?..pinarinig mo sa kin kasi sabi mo kakantahan mo siya..at gusto mo malaman kung maganda ba o hindi..
im so proud of you..marami na din nagbago sayo..tinutulungan mo na parents mo ngaun..pati mga kapatid mo..at masaya akong makita kang nag eenjoy kasama mga kaibigan mo..sana naalala mo pa rin 2ng url ng blog ko..sana binabasa mo pa mga posts ko..kasi ibang post ko para sayo..
sa site..you asked a question to the public..tinanong mo "what would the greatest reason that you truly love a person?"..marami kang tinanong sa site..anyway..feel ko gusto ko ng umiwas talaga sayo..pero sa tuwing ginagawa ko yun, lalo kitang hinahanap..gus2hin ko mang kausapin ka..sa txt man, o sa site..parang nagbabackout na lang ako..kasi, pareho nating di alam ang sasabihin..at pareho tayong tipid sa messages natin..
maybe this will be the last post that i'll publish just for you..sana..kahit meron ka ng trabaho ngaun, sana tapusin mo pa rin pag aaral mo..sayang kasi, malapit ka na sa finish line..at idol kita..talino mo kaya..siguro nakalimutan mo na ako, sa tagal na hindi tayo nagkausap at di nagkikibuan, posibleng nakalimutan mo na meron ka pa ring kaibigan dito na naghihintay sayo..at handang tumulong sayo kung kelangan mo..pero lam mo, isa ka sa top3 na naging importante sa buhay ko..you taught me a lot...and i really appreciate that..i wish i could have the guts to tell you face to face na i wanna keep you, as a friend..for a lifetime..and im just gonna be here waiting for that day to come..
i miss you friendship..
i really do..
you're my best guy friend..
May 4, 2011
May 2, 2011
"i still love you, what about you???"
sometimes we became so unsure of our decisions..
especially when we see our loved one..
loves someone else
una sa lahat, hindi ko ginawa 'tong post na to, dahil may pinatatamaan ako huh..i just decided to make this post because i've read something, in a social networking site...
here's a story of two average people...let's name them, Alice and Alex...they broke up a couple of months ago..si Alice ay gumagawa ng paraan para mapalapit pa rin kay Alex..they both know they still love each other, they both know that the chemistry is still there..bakit sila naghiwalay?.."ITS COMPLICATED"...sabi ni Alex, naguguluhan siya..dati kasi paniniwala niya, "THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THIS WORLD IS LOVE, DI NA DAPAT PANG ISIPIN AND MGA DAHILAN, IMPORTANTE ALAM NYONG NAGMAMAHALAN KAYO"...
totoo nga sabi nila, "ANG PAG-IBIG DI YAN HINAHANAP, KUSA NA LANG YAN DARATING"..its like EVERYTHING IS JUST A COINCIDENCE, AND YOU'LL NEVER KNOW, BAKA MEANT TO BE TALAGA KAYONG DALAWA DI BA?...
pero...anu ba talaga nangyari sa relasyon nila?...ako rin hindi ko alam eh..simplify natin, kung ako tatanungin, siguro it just didnt worked out..they love each other..pero bakit naguguluhan si Alex?..is it because of someone else?...(NO!),,its because Alex loved her so much but Alice has personal issues..sinabi pa nga ni Alex sa kin "nakakasawa ang paulit ulit umintindi"..in short, pagod na siya...
pero tama din siguro si Alex..lahat tayo napapagod din, sa kahit anong bagay na ginagawa natin, kahit nga pag tulog ka lang ng tulog nakakapagod din di ba?
he gave up, just like that...sabi nila pag mahal mo daw ang isang tao, makakaya mo siyang pagsabihan..syempre para din sa ikabubuti ng relasyon nyo di ba?...nasa pag aadjust din naman yun eh..dapat pag mahmahal ka, willing kang mag adjust..kasi, kung nasasaktan ka man sa kanya, ok lang yan, kasi siya din naman ang dahilan kung bakit nagmamahal ka di ba?
patuloy na nagmahal si Alice kahit magkaibigan na lang sila..isang gabi, nong tumawag si Alice para mangumusta, napag alaman niya na may nililigawan na pala si Alex, syempre kung mahal mo pa yung tao masasaktan ka rin di ba?..she pretended to be ok..but deep inside she was dying..
Alice met a guy, he's kinda nice, much good looking than Alex..this guy had courted her...since Alex is courting someone, she just decided to accept the love of her suitor...their relationship is doing ok...but then one day, in the social networking site that i was talking about earlier, Alice told me that she is confused..she said "kasi nagmahal ako ng iba para lang kalimutan siya, pero ako ba pinariringgan niya?..mahal pa rin ba talaga niya ako?"
naku..simpleng problema lang yun sa una, simpleng bagay lang pinakomplikado niyo pa..i think it happened because both of you needed some space..pero sana lang, kung alam niyong mahal niyo pa ang isa't isa, di na muna sana kayo naghanap ng iba, kasi kayo rin ang nasasaktan sa huli..sabi pa nga, "wag mong lagyan ng band aid kung dumudugo pa"..in other words "wag kang maghanap ng panakip butas kung mahal mo pa siya"...
sa sitwasyon nila..sa tingin ko mas mabuting mag usap sila..lahat naman ng bagay napag uusapan di ba?..itanong yung mga bagay na nakakapagpagulo sa isipan nila...find some answers ...lahat ng problema may solusyon, kung walang solusyon, eh di yun problema, problema ba yun?..
if you love someone, dont let her go..probably, you'll wake up one morning and you realized that (s)he's gone..its hard to accept something when you know you still have a reason to hold on(like: you both know you still love each other)...alagaan mo hangga't nasayo pa, kasi pag mawala yan sayo, baka hanap hanapin mo, hinayaan mong maagaw pa ng iba....
tama????
"eh ako, mahal pa rin kita, ako mahal mo pa rin ba?"
we're a creature capable of loving...
we all experienced loss..
we'd also experience how to be alone..
but is it an enough reason not to stand up again?
they say that some people who became part of our lives, just passed by in order for us to learn something...yeah probably its true...but sometimes when we feel so stuck in our emotions, we're finding it hard to accept what's really happening...because, we tend to regret the things that we should have done but never been done...and thoughts of having that memory is such a precious thing to let go....
a friend told me..that if you wanna cry, just cry...let it out...because sometimes, crying is the only way of expressing unspoken words..."come on, there's always a rainbow after the rain"..we have the chance to be happy...just choose the right path..."do what you love and love what you do"..
we have to admit, we just feel so down whenever things dont work out the way we want it to be....(im talking bout love life here, ok?)..maybe it happened for us to be better...coz if we just get what we want without hard work, we'll just be taking for granted the things that we have, and we will never appreciate its value unless its gone....
what if...we never learned to move on?..(there is no acceptance),,,that's reality..we're finding it hard to accept something especially when it stayed too long and its too hard to let go...and you know, that's all you ever wanna be...wishing life has controls...reset and feel that feeling again...we wish to rewind our lives and we wanna pause it but we just cant make it stay....
courage,,,,that's all we ever need...courage to "stand up and try again"...we have to step backward in order not make wise decisions for the future...am i right?...just because we're taking one step backward doesnt mean that we're a coward..its because, we have accepted something and we're not afraid to try again...take a pause, breath, stand up and try again...that's life...
most of us are afraid to keep on trying and trying..because we're afraid that we might get hurt for the same reason over and over again...tell you what, we meet people with different personalities, with different point of views, with different cultures..your past cannot be exactly the same as your present, because they are two different people...
we all get hurt and cry...but we still chose to love again...because..WE BELIEVE IN LOVE...and WE KNOW THAT THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO DESERVE TO BE LOVED AS WE WANNA BE LOVED BACK...
have faith...
