there's nothing i can do

kept on waiting and waiting...

arrrrggghhhhh!

network is offline...

nothing much to do...did all the things that needs to be done...so bored....

silence...gosh i hate silence....madami na lang biglang pumapasok sa isip ko..lalo kong namimiss yung mga taong naging bahagi ng buhay ko..naexperience mo na ba yung saglit na..you're depressed..at eto kasama mo kaibigan mo..no matter how hard you try not show it, nalalaman pa rin nila..i know need ko ng comfort..pero di ko alam kung bakit ayokong malaman ng ibang tao ang tunay na nararamdaman ko..am i just afraid na di nila ako maintindihan?or am i just afraid na makita nila akong umiiyak?..

emo na naman ako..cncya na...

sometimes i just wanna break down and cry...yeah...i dont know what i'm goin to do with my life..my life's a mess..and i hate this..i hate being like this..and the sad part is..there's nothing i can do about it..coz im really stuck...

i dont wanna write too many things  here in my blog whenever im feeling like this...meron lang talagang mga bagay na di ko kayang iexplain yung mga nangyayari sa buhay ko...either ayoko lang malaman ng iba or pagod na akong balikan pa yun...

(2ngkol ba 2 a pag-ibig?...nah...)

*pacomfort naman jan oh?...pwede mo ba akong i-hug?..i feel really sad...