its the second half of the month...

its May..and its almost June..

time is passing by..

and im running out of time..

there's something significant for the next 6months of the year...its not about love, and its not about luxury...its about being happy...with Earth's own little thing...let it all come, let it all happen...im not afraid of being a part of a tragic story...

its not all about having a partner, its not just about another love story...its about how one person can find the inner happiness and how one can enjoy life..im not afraid of being alone, coz i never am..i've got someone on my back, what more could i ask for?...

im never alone, and you're never alone for sure...coz we all have someone, not necessarily a lover...right?..some people enter into relationships because they feel lonely..some because they're insecure..we may have different reasons, we may have different paths...but one thing's for sure..we just wanna feel loved...

im turning 20 this year, and i stiill cant believe...all the things i have been going through, i wondered how i still live...wondered how i survived through the downfalls of my life..wondered how much pain i've felt, when i figured out the truth about my life..maybe that's just the way it is..its just part of the journey..and im willing to face anything..just to feel what i've been looking for..after all these years..i know what i want in life...maybe sometimes i wanna give it a rest, but that doesnt mean i give up..i just need to recharge to be ready for the next challenge...

i dont wanna miss anything..i just wanna know a little bit about everything...