Lost and Silent

How I need to get away

From everything and everyone.

Go back in time
Make sense of what I feel,
Gather my strength
Hide the broken heart
Try to reconnect with the inner self

Was it a gain? Or a loss?
Was it real? Or a dream?

How can it be a loss
When my loss is someone else's gain?

Someone else’s happiness?

A dream? It wasn't...
For no dream leaves its prints
On the mind and heart this way.

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When seeds are sown they continue to grow

And bare their fruit.

A gain that is never lost,

A concrete reality

Shaping life forever.