gothic much?!

"dont cry to me

if you love me

you would be here with me

you want me

come find me

make up your mind"

that's the chorus of the song "call me when you're sober"..maybe im just being a gothic now..cant blame myself for being like this..anyway..why is it that most of the people hates or irritated with those who are gothics?..a friend of mine told me, that if your friends cannot accept who you really are, then you cant call them 'friends'..i mean..i think its reasonable to feel down especially when something really happened in your life, right?..

maybe others just doesnt wanna hang out with the gothic ones..coz one way or another, others are thinking that gothics are into death, suicidal, etc..and maybe others are just afraid of thinking like that or maybe they dont wanna lose their popularity or something..

i've been a gothic a long time ago, emotionally but i dont really look like one..i love gothic pics..that's why my fave color is black and bloody red..i wanna be a gothic again..here is just something about being a gothic that i feel like im attached to..but i dont know what it is, im finding it hard to identify that gothic characteristics...

so, there is another song that i love "sweet sacrifice" also, by evanescence..i wanna share its lyrics with you guys..

"Sweet Sacrifice"

It's true, we're all a little insane.

But it's so clear,

Now that I'm unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,

Taking over all the time.

Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.

Dry your eyes and testify.

You know you live to break me. Don't deny.

Sweet sacrifice.

One day I'm gonna forget your name,

And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.

Fear is only in our minds,

Taking over all the time.

Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.

Dry your eyes and testify.

And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?

I'm your sacrifice.

(I dream in darkness

I sleep to die,

Erase the silence,

Erase my life,

Our burning ashes

Blacken the day,

A world of nothingness,

Blow me away.)

Do you wonder why you hate?

Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

You poor sweet innocent thing.

Dry your eyes and testify.

You know you live to break me.

Don't deny.

Sweet sacrifice. 

you see, if you just read the lyrics, i know that most of the people can relate to that..the pain, revenge..there are times in our lives that we had felt like that, right?..the only difference from that time and now is, you moved on..but for gothics, its really difficult to move on especially if what you've lost is what you really needed..

..just sharin..