what a life.....

never should have been here

but im already here

im so stupid

been gone for a while...why did i had to be here in the first place?...its gone..the reason of me being here is gone...and it hurts..here i am again...stuck in this emotion for the nth time...hayts....i dont know what's going on with my life right now...its like everything is crashing..shattered...its been weeks..and its not that easy...

am i having fun being here?i left something back home...but...i gotta stay here...move on with my life..i dont wanna go back...but sooner or later i have to go back in my hometown...for now..i just..i have to stay here...

i dont wanna say too much right now...coz im back to where i was before...(broken)...its my destiny to just be alone....i think....

but i know that there is still someone out there for me..i'll be waiting...and by that ime i'll be ready to risk everything...

hayts.....