my new fave songs (lyrics)

Angel Cry Lyrics

Mariah:

I shouldn't have walked away

I would've stayed if you said

We could've made everything OK

But we just

Threw the blame back and forth

We treated love like a sport

The final blow hit so low

I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall

Shattered in pieces curled on the floor

Super natural love conquers all

'Member we used to touch the sky

And

Lightning don't strike

The same place twice

When you and I said goodbye

I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift

We let it drift

In a storm

Every night

I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived

Bring it back and we gon' make it right

I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive

As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:

I thought we'd be forever and always

You were serenity

You took away the bad days

Didn't always treat you right

But it was OK

I do somethin' stupid

And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long

Doing the one you claim to love wrong

Before too much is enough

You look up

Find your love gone

And

We were so good together

How come we could not weather

This storm and just do better

Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike

The same place twice

When you and I said goodbye

I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift

We let it drift

In a storm

Now every night

I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:

C'mon babe can't our love be revived

Bring it back and we gon' make it right

I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive

As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you

Don't allow love to lose

We gotta ride it through

I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you

Don't allow love to lose

We gotta ride it through

I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike

The same place twice

When you and I said goodbye

I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift

But we let it slip

In a storm

Every night

I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

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I Want To Know What Love Is Lyrics

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

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Always lyrics
This Romeo is bleedin'
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been rainin' since you left me
Now I'm drownin' in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I'll give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
I guess I'm not that good anymore
But that's just me

I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
Touch your lips and hold you near
When you say your prayers understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needin' to hear
I wish I was him with these words of mine
To say to you till the end of time

That I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and words don't rhyme
And I know when I die you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always

someone said....

just today...when i was talking to a friend of mine..and when i told him about the good thing that happened to me yesterday (9-22-10)..he was actually saying that "i knew all along that you've got that potential in you..well goodluck with that..", he added some thing..well that was awkward...but here it is "you know when your ex will see you..(about that achieving dream thing)..he will beg for you to get back together..coz if im just available..i will take you out"...can you believe that?...well anyway..i just dont believe in that..its just a joke..thats what friends do to keep your friend smiling...

i dont know but maybe he's right..he told me that.."because its been you're dream since high school, you cant back out now..now that u already have the opportunity...i know that they found some thing in you..and you got what they wanted..u have the potential to be where you want"..inspiring, isnt it?...

its been so long...and finally..

my friends and my classmates often see me smiling...but not really happy...this week, just this week...i finally got the opportunity to achieve my dreams...surprisingly, i didn't expect that it will be the result..but i did it..good thing i was prepared....you know it has always been my dream...

i kept it secret...but then..because i was chosen to be in the list..i wanna tell the whole world about what happened..i mean...what really happened....i am happy that i was chosen..and im glad that i took that opportunity...im not gonna tell everyone about this..coz i know that they wont believe in it..

i guess i've changed..well, i knew all along that i really have to change...i want a new life..new people in my life..people i wanna care about..set priorities..dont go beyond any limits which i can't fight for..meaning?..i have to set aside love life first..clearly..its not yet my time..im not yet ready for any commitment..

for a long time..even though i was hurt..i was actually smiling..and im glad that it did happen...its one thing that i've gotta realize that if i just open my eyes..and forget all my needs and wants..i felt happier..even though im just looking in the strangers around me..when i take a look at their facial expressions..i just..i feel different...and this..this had shocked me...(really)..i was in a jeep..there was a girl with a baby with her..and i dont know why but the baby was staring at me..(eye-to-eye)..and i saw how cute that baby was..the skin..the cheeks..those tiny hands..i was actually smiling at the baby..and im guessing the baby was looking at me in curiosity..

i dont know..i just felt strange this past few days...and im really having lots of opportunities...like my dream..(which i've always wanted to achieve since high school)..a job that's waiting for me(just one prob, my mom wont let me go..she doesnt want me to be homesick..)..i finally knew who my real friend is..(a real one..really)...i just..felt satisfied...

i keep on telling myself the day that i was hurt...that..i dont need a bf...(and there was this song that's stuck in my head "i dont need a man" by pcd)...i got other priorities in life..there are lots of things i still wanna do..i wanna have an adventure..i wanna travel and run away from here..just like that...

there are lots of people that i could talk to..and i know that they'd understand if i just try to open myself up a bit...im just so secretive..and i cant blame anyone for that(in fact im just so thankful to everything that had happened in my life)...

there are still lots of things going on out there..and i wanna know what it is...i wanna learn something new..do what interests me the most...i just realized that im capable of doing anything...(like that big dream of mine)..i wanna know how to cook different dishes..i wanna ride a bike(yeah im not kidding i dont know how to ride a bicycle)..i wanna make my own clothes(fashion designs)..interior design..hmmm what else?...i cant say much about those interests right now...

wew! its been a lovely day today..even though im really exhausted..i feel happier than ever before...

its time to let go..

how would you react when your special someone is making you feel like he doesn't love you anymore?..you saw him on day..and you noticed the signs that HE'S NOT INTO YOU ANYMORE, YOU DONT MATTER ANYMORE, YOU WORTH NOTHING TO HIM ANYMORE...how would you react?

i have been keeping all the memories..keeping it safe..but then..if its giving me pain..if its making me miss him and see him again..ITS TIME TO LET GO..that moment when i was mad at myself, for the first time in my life..i didnt realize that i was already throwing things in my room..i hurt myself..i was bleeding already..good thing my mom and dad wasnt home..as secretive as i am..i hide my wound..and im sure no one will notice it..

what's the good thing that happened to me at that time?..i finally got my voice..and i was happy when i was singing high notes..but my mom still noticed that the songs that im singing were all about broken heart..

anyway..its either i have to give the stuff back..or to throw it all away?..what's your choice?...i just have to forget all those things..i have to..so someday..i'll be ready to risk love..

someday..i'll be ready

i've been busy lately for school stuff and i didnt notice that i havent got the time to write a post in my blog..

as i was on my way home...i have realized something..maybe if i forget all my worries and my probs..maybe life would be easier..because i always worry a lot..i didnt got the chance the open my eyes to see the beauty of life..often i always center myself to a certain topic..and the situation...but..im not minding of the other people around me...coz as long as im doing my own thing,,im good with it..like walkin in a crowded mall..i just head straight to where i wanna go..im not minding the other people..maybe my schoolmate is there..friend..classmate..no...(kinda snob huh)

maybe i have to meet new ones..open myself to them..so i wont feel like im alone...right?..but...a close friend once told me.."whenever we get hurt..we always find ways not be feel that pain again..that why the next time we found ourselves being in a relationships..we often feel SCARED..scared of getting hurt again..we lose our trust that maybe this guy may be another piece of shit that will ruin us again.."..that night when i heard it from her, it reminded me all my regrets that i've already forgotten..it keeps on bringing me back to where i was before..

have you watched this movie?..GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST..yeah its a nice movie..and i really loved it....so..the next time that i'll fall in love..i'll risk myself again..for the second time..did i mention?..i only risk love once in my life..even though i've been with relationships before..

maybe..when that day comes..i'll be ready to..fight for it..(coz i dont know how to fight for love now)..and no more secrets...

whenever i meet new friends..i am never the same..but something had never change..a part of me never change..maybe now i just have to focus myself to my family..to my interests..do the stuff that i love..have an adventure..and leave all the pains behind...