sabi nila.. if something is bothering u daw, ilabas mo lahat..kaya e2 gngawa ko..

just keep on wondering,,just this past few days, someone is texting me..i know who she is,,she called me once, i thought it was someone else coz after i said "hello" on the phone, i heard a guy's voice, so i assumed it was my friend who used his cousin's number again to call me..but it wasn't him, its her..the girl whom i used to know but then, gave up the friendship just for the sake of a relationship...

why does she keep on texting me?....hayts...i think i'll just change my number after my bday...

but here comes another one...

yesterday, sunday..i was in the mall..how would you feel if someone from your past wanna caught your attention?...awkward..."hello! have you forgotten what happened in the past???! or you just want me to think that nothing happened and everything's ok... bad news, coz its not ok, ok??" (of course, those words never came out from my mouth)...i ignored that person first, like i didn't hear someone called me,, but then, when i was about to leave,,i said "hey!" then left...i dont wanna look into that someone's eyes..coz i know that someone will notice that i still have the pain,,maybe that someone had been forgiven, but i can assure you, i can never ever forget what that someone had made me feel...

i dont know what the intentions of these people..but hey.. great news....im ok now..maybe i change a bit,,and im ok with it,,i just dont wanna pretend,,, whatever happened before, it doesnt mean that i had forgotten all the details..

i love my friends...,be true to me and i will be true to you...
you know how scorpions are, right????