a letter...

Dear X,

Lam mo, nagtataka talaga ako qng bt kita mapapaginipan lageh. Di naman kita iniisip. Anu kaya ibig savhin nun? I asked a friend earlier today, and she told me that maybe its because we still need to settle something. Can you still remember what happened between us? You said our relationship was so complicated.

You’re the type of guy who makes everything as simple as possible. Your basis for the relationship is LOVE. You told me one time that ‘why give up if we still have a reason to fight for?’ Maybe that’s the reason why I admired you the most.

We both know that we were meant to be together. Cguro tama nga ata cnav mo na ung pagmamahal napapagod din. Nakapanghihinayang na alam nating na mahal natin ang isa’t isa but then because of some circumstances, our relationship became complicated. Alam mo ung feeling na, we were there na, we started making plans for both of us, but then e2 nangyari sa tin.

Minsan pag naiicp q panaginip q 2ngkol sau, sa mga flashbacks at pag naririnig q mga kanta natin ulit, di q maiwasang mapaiyak. Sign ba 2 na mahal pa rin kita? Or reminder lang 2 na tapucn ung dapat tapucn? Cmula nung napapaginipan kita gabi gabi, mas lalo qng namimiz ung guy na nakilala ko.

Bigla q naalala lahat lahat. Ung part na aq ung unang naipakilala mo sa parents mo, ung ako ung un among binigyan ng flowers at ikaw ung unang nagbigay sa kin ng flowers. Lam mo nung cnav mo sa kin na ung ugali ng niligawan mo kagaya ng ugali ko o kagaya ko, naicp qng hinahanap mo sa iba ung katangian na meron ako.

Hay, heto n naman ako. I’m stuck again. I thought I forgot this feeling na but I was wrong. Di pala nakakalimutan ung bagay na 2 noh? Kasi there will be time na maaalala mo talaga ung past. Sa totoo lang, para kang matter, you really occupies the biggest space in my life kahit di tayo nagtagal gaya ng inaasahan natin.

Ok, I just published this kasi gs2 q malaman mo, d pa rin kita makalimutan. At sana one day, we’ll cross each other’s paths and be able to settle everything. And I really miss you. Sana may comm pa tau. If ever na magkausap tau, sana andun pa rin ung friendship natin, para we’ll be able to open up.

Hope you’re doing ok.